Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Wakt badalte wakt nahin lagta
kaifiyat badalte wakt nahin lagta
Insaan ki khairiyat badalte wakt nahin lagta
Niyati badalte wakt nahin lagta
Soch badalte wakt nahin lagta
Zindigiyan badalte wakt nahin lagta

..... kaash is wakt ko hum kahin thaam sakte
kaash wo beete hue palchin hum wapas laa sakte
kahin gumm hue wo wakt ke moti hum chura kar sambhal sakte
par ye wakt ...uff ye wakt ... sab kuch palat-te wakt nahin leta!

A year .....already gone ...each day has been difficult .... each moment extremely tough ..... hope you are happy and happier where ever you are!!!

24 Jan 2012 .... 8:50 pm .... A day, I wish had never touched my life :(

...another date added to this!! 21 Jul 2013......11:15 am
Yet another day that I'd wish to change in life!

Friday, January 4, 2013

Kuch yaaden!

I had started this blog last year for my personal rants and memories that I wanted to pen for my Dad.
He was one of the most amazing person that I'll ever come across in my life.

I lost Dad on 24 Jan 2012 at 9 pm in the night. 8:50 pm to be precise by my watch when he gave me a last look and closed his eyes forever. I was left there by his side holding his hand that went from warm to cold and the grip that was strong just gave away to limpness.

He was a soldier and I saw his fight with death till the last minute. He just did not want to go.
Anyone who has lost a dear one and see the most loved one go in front of their eyes, will be able to empathise with me on the feelings and emotions that I lived the moment with.

This day was the most difficult day of my life.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

2013 ...A year already gone by!

 Har purani cheez kabhi to nayi hoti hai ...par wakt ke lamhe unme jo anubhav ke amulya moti piro dete hain .... wahi to asal cheez hoti hai !
Kabhi aap doosro ki karni se seekhte hain, kabhi aap apne anubhav se seekhte hain..... par achchai ki rah mei jo bhi seekha ...wahi to asal cheez hoti hai !
Khuda ne khudai sikhai..... insaan ko agar insaniyat aa jaaye.....wahi to neki hoti hai !
Har purani cheez kabhi to nayi hoti hai !